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I can’t forget to love you more Although, the relationship has gone sore I wait for a new day with a new hope Only to see, that you would hold my hand without a mope I wanted to see a dream with you every night That has us in love and wooing you like a knight All I yearned for, was a life with you Never thought you would choose to be on a different skew All those sublime talks and moments Stand as nothing but glorious testaments I really would like to recall those stories once again But damn! You chose to forget and abstain I hoped you would breathe my love always Not once I thought, it would be belittled to grim and haze For you to laugh and cry, I wanted to be your shoulder All I see now is, I am burning into a smoulder

Turbulent emotion just raked in Pains me a lot as it is aching I honestly do not know the reasons for fury Eventually, the relationship went awry Inside my heart, I am screaming I did no mistake Yet, I had to be at the end of forsake No matter what I say now, it doesn't mend Neither these thick emotions will suspend Peace and happiness have been my anthem But life had given me an unexpected numb Not sure how deep it is, as I really cannot fathom I hope someday I can pull my energies to overcome I am not advocating on what you should perceive Certainly, I neither deceive nor my attitude is heave Whether you talk to me or not is your choice After all these years, this pain certainly will pierce. Image Courtesy: Google Images

It wasn't just another day or another moment You killed the life as if it were a figment I know you would come back to me Because nothing else can put you perfectly like how you are meant to be Never did I want to endorse myself Simply because you always ran away from thyself Truth doesn't have to be bitter always The decisions you chose made you live in daze   Baby, could you hold the moment when you had it? Damn it, you realized only after you quit Now it doesn't even sound you sane even if your love is pure Because the moments were already slit and doesn't even lure No matter how hard you pray and how many times you cry Life doesn't even take you on the boulevards you want to try   For me, I know I am in a happy space And you do not even know about it in a trace Time never waits for you or me, darling, It is for us to deal with immense love and caring. I know you would come back to me Because  nothing else can put you perfectly lik

I yearned for the moments to be a magical tryst All those now have been melted like a mist I'd love to loathe the forces that have brought us together They resonate like a melancholic noise now and forever I wanted  to soak in our hugs and love Never thought I would have a painful shove Was it so easy for you to walk off as I don't exist? Or was I too insignificant for your thoughts to consist I know how many nights I cried in solitude Despite knowing your moments of delude I hoped you would realize my love and pain Alas, you've made it feel an absolute disdain (Image Courtesy: Google Images)

Some moments and some days I feel they remain and do not haze This perhaps is my only prayer Hope it doesn’t fly away in this thin air Every day I dreamed about my life with you Not once I thought, those moments would confine to a few Wish you could be my girl Would’ve treasured you like a precious pearl With us, in each other arms We could’ve dived through the thickest storms I always hoped that you would come back to me To share my dreams and love with immense glee Do these thoughts annoy you ? But understand, my love for you hasn’t got its due The life I wanted to live and the dreams I wanted to cherish Were forced become insentient only to see them perish (Image Courtesy: Google Images)

Hi Friends, It is after a long sabbatical, I am back on this space to share some thoughts with you. I know my Hamsa second chapter is yet to be published. A lot of work is going on and Hamsa is becoming into a great work. Meanwhile, I thought I will share some new writing and this time tried my hands on poetry. Hope you guys will enjoy similarly in the manner you've appreciated my previous writings. As always, will be happy to receive your thoughts on this too ☺ The Last Love Letter For many mornings and many moons I thought you were one of my boons I moved the horizons to cuddle you in my arm Thought you would snuggle me with your charm I believed our moments are going to be the melodious canary Damn! I am always alone and never had you in my love story I considered, I fought the world for you every tooth and nail Alas! All I see is the restless mind that says it is a massive fail Every m